The Bottom to the Top of the Hill

Have u ever feel so shallow.. that you've been thru a very bad break up, when your BF is cheating on you or how crappy your Job is? Or when Your parent has lose faith in you?

When you feel like you at the bottom of the hill and there's no hand to hold, a decent stair to climb or a strong rope to hold on to, and you feel everything is just falling apart.

I've been in that position with so many reason. When you feel that you are not worth it to the world. For a moment you have it all and in a second everything just gone.

The feeling of hurt, disappointment,angry, and worst, feel like you don't deserve to live.

But when I thinking back then, after having a very bad nasty break up with my long lost ex BF, everything is being answer along time ago. It just because we keep denying, pretending that everything is alright, living in this delusional life, and keep dreaming what we want, and the end when everything is gone, we don't believe in anything, anymore.

But time is running, every single day, people has to lived. We have to wake up and realize that we are worth it, for our family or for someone out there that we haven't even met yet.

So when you feel like life is not easy on you. When people is judging you. The truth is , everything is on your mind. You're the one who control your life, not others. So stop feeling so low, wash your face, see the world from both side.

Because you are worth it.