You! All think that I don't care? That I don't give a damn?
The truth is, none of you GET IT!
All my life. I serve and serve and just think about everybody else! I'm not whining, I deft not ask something in return, as a matter a fact, you can have everything and leave me NOTHING! Because that is not what I want in life! Go head say all you want, either I'm not gratefull or I'm a selfish human being, why don't u take a look in the mirror and THINK before YOU SPEAK!!!
What have I done all my life? I've been taking care of every single thing! Am I ever complaining? Not Ever! I'm doing all this because I care! Because I think about everybody else over me. Is that not enough?
Is this a burden, the way God show me how He loves me? How the universe revolve around me? Why I feel pain inside? Why I feel like, I'm the trash bag, with you all putting every trash inside me and let me clean all the dirt.
Is that what I am to everyone of you?
I'm just human, with feeling, maybe I'm not strong enough, maybe I am not good enough, but For Godsake! I CARE! SO MUCH! IT HURTS!
Wish someone appreciate that... even just for a lil bit.
Rabu, 14 Desember 2011
Rabu, 07 Desember 2011
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Why can't you understand? That I do care. But this disapointment overshadow everything..
When will you stop? Trying to reach the highest mountain when you don't have a knowledge to do so?
Where is the honor? To everyone at least since I know I'm not even counted since the beginning..
Who are you looking for? Nobody there... they all gone now.
Will you look at them at me and just embrace our life as simple as it can be...
I hope you realize.. all of this.. is not worth it.
When will you stop? Trying to reach the highest mountain when you don't have a knowledge to do so?
Where is the honor? To everyone at least since I know I'm not even counted since the beginning..
Who are you looking for? Nobody there... they all gone now.
Will you look at them at me and just embrace our life as simple as it can be...
I hope you realize.. all of this.. is not worth it.
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